Girl in the Machine

I have been agonizing for weeks over this one important phonecall that i had to make. Been postponing it from my original "D" day which was 14 July until today. It's a break up phone call you see, me breaking up with my 9-5 job forever. So I have to explain that when I said 'resigned from my job' in a previous post i was kinda lying, because when I left i accepted another job with the group, nixie's behind my back style.

Not cool I know, but I didn't know what else to do. And now that I've had my sweet taste of freedom and a glimpse of how the world works when I'm not working, I can't go back. EVER. So I had the chat, and instead if telling me to F off, they said "its ok to come for 3 months, see if you like it, maybe you'll love it. Take some time to think about it and call us on Thursday". WTF? That didn't go how it was supposed to. So i wimped out and said "ok, talk to you Thursday".

So this is sort of where I would be going back to:



Not a cool scene from Bladerunner, but an actual office block of a corporate company. Nice and inviting... makes you feel all warm inside. This is where thousands of people spend their days working away the hours, small cogs in a very big retail machines. Goodbye life, hello pension plan and medical aid. Let's see if I have the courage for a proper break up on Thursday...